Shy guy

Still deciding if I should really be here, but I suppose I shouldn't discount it. I'm a rather small guy who's into "gorilla" types--big, massive guys built like trucks (at least in comparison to me). I'm a muscle and strength worshipper & macrophile--I not only like feeling big muscles, but also being held, lifted & carried by large, powerful arms, & like feeling small. So if I'm feeling brave enough to engage in & pay for the experience, one of you guys nearby will no doubt be hearing from me