Long-time top embracing his inner bottom.
After topping most of my life, I'm learning to find pleasure in bottoming, which I missed when I was younger.
I believe my job as a top is to make my lover feel taken care of -- whether he's more passive or a bossy bottom. When I bottom, I like a man to take charge in the bedroom, making me feel taken care of so I can relax and enjoy the ride. Otherwise, I tend to “top from the bottom” and feel let down later for not yielding to a hot man.
I'm more mild than wild, but I don't want to call all the shots. I'd rather say "I don't like that" instead of directing everything that happens.