Boyfriend/husband experience

I’ve never done this before, and I’m very excited. This would be my first time. I'm recently divorced and I have not been intimate with a man for more than two years. I started taking Prep two months ago and wanted to wait before I started looking. I’m looking for intimate,intense sex. Would prefer Intense lovemaking over a rushed cold experience. I want to feel safe, beautiful and loved. Love being the smooth Boy to your bearded Daddy. Absolutely no drugs or alcohol. Live a clean healthy lifestyle. Also I am a strict complete bottom and would be looking for a strict complete top. Love getting my ass eaten and I am a pro at Giving head. I love deep throating. Prefer men of color. Dominican men are a plus.